Oh, snap

So, stress got to me, and I snapped. Big time. I got up at 7, refused to do anything, even though I needed to teach, and slept until 11:30. I feel so selfish. I threw a tantrum, and was being a baby the rest of the day. Gwar.
I can't wait until tomorrow. It's Thursday, so I get to see people. Of course, Michael is in FL, even though I need to talk to him. Grrr.

That's all,
Hugs and Kisses
~Sarah~

Weekend Stuff

Friday night we had the awesomest (yes) time ever! We attacked people on the forum... heh... heh... Both Michael and Zaak are now kitties. *evil grin*
We got candy and watched Wall-E, which, by the way, is one of the best movies EVER.
Saturday we went an talked to old people. I said three words: I'm a sophomore. Although, I suppose that's more like three and a half. Anywho, it was fun. I found a carnation on the parking lot! But I left it at The MacQuarrie's... sorry.
At the MacQ's we stayed up until 2 (?) looking at old drawings. Heh... heh... That was really fun. Then I had a dream that Iain came down at eight and said, "Time to get up!" and I said, "NO!" and pulled the covers over my head, and fell asleep. Then I woke up at nine. *smile*
I had a random rehearsal at the Garzynski's house... or however you spell it.
This morning I moved a two hundred and fifty or so pound desk downstairs into a room the size of a bathroom. By myself. Because my sister was being a jerk and not helping me. Loserface. *smile*

Dat's all I gots to say. 'Cept Lachlan's play was awesome. And I love We As Human. Uhm.......... Yeah.

Hugs and Kisses
~Sarah~

The Best Weekend EVER!!

So, my awesome weekend started yesterday, even though it was Thursday.
We went to Explorers and had a pretty awesome time. It's awesome because there are only like fifteen people there, and all people I know. It's so much fun.
Then I had Pre-Pro. We had a regular class, but I had to leave after barre to go to Mulan rehearsal. That was fun because until 8:45 or so, they just worked on worker songs, lead songs, and reprises so Rachael, Vrie and I played on Rachael's iPod touch. Then we learned the finale and bow songs.
Then I went to Youth Group where they were making cards for the Grace girls. However, I forgot to sign it. Michael, you'd better bring it on Saturday!!
Tonight I'm going to sleepover at my dreamboat's house!!! Yes!!!! Fun fun!
Then on Saturday, we're going to the VA hospital for a ZTA project. And Rachel and I will be sleep-deprived. Mwahaha...
After that we're going to drive to Ada to see Lachlan's play and stay overnight at their house.
Yes! Best weekend EVER!!
But then it's Monday... *sigh*
Oh well. Not thinking about that.
Hugs and Kisses
~Sarah~

Oh, oops. Also! I got new headphones! They're Skullcandy. They're really cool, except I can't tell which one is R and which is L...
Also we're playing Stairway to Heaven in orchestra! It's really awesome.
Alright, now I'm done for real.

Cheesecakes!!

Your love is like a stain in my carpet
That I just can't get rid of
You love is like my college tuition
'Cause I've found that there's more than enough
Your love is like the smell in my freezer
I'll never find the source
Your love is like my roommate's massages
Without which I'd feel sore

CHORUS
Some say that your love's like a mountain
Or the rivers that run to the sea
But I know that your love's so much nearer
It's in everything I see
Oh oh oh It's in everything I see

Your love is like the air when I'm nervous
And I forget to breathe
Your love is like the boy in the next hall
Who never goes to sleep
Your love is like the hair in the shower
It's all over the walls and the floor
Your love is like the last piece of cheesecake
I'm so full but I still want more

CHORUS
Some say that your love's like a mountain
Or the rivers that run to the sea
But I know that your love's so much nearer
It's in everything I see
Oh oh oh It's in everything I see

Your love's like my overdue homework
'Cause I'm overwhelmed
Your love's like the debt that I'm gaining
'Cause I'm overwhelmed
Your love's like relationship issues
'Cause I'm overwhelmed
But your love is enough at the moment
And I'm overwhelmed

Your love is like a broken guitar string
But I don't know why
Your love is like sunburns and bee stings
But I don't know why
Your love is like laundry detergent
But I don't know why
You love me though I don't deserve it
And I don't know why

CHORUS
Some say that your love's like a mountain
Or the rivers that run to the sea
But I know that your love's so much nearer
It's in everything I see
Oh oh oh It's in everything I see
It's in everything I see
Oh oh oh It's in everything I see

Lyrics? Fail!

So, I can't find the lyrics online, and I'm going to try to write them up myself. Wish me luck!

It's time for bed
Go to sleep little one
Rest your head
Daddy loves you, he loves you.

The world's asleep
But there's no sleep for me
I feel the nudge
To fill my veins with these drugs

CHORUS
I hate myself
For who I am
For what I've done
I just need some deliverance
'Cause I hate myself
For who I am
For what I've done
I just need some deliverance

Just need some deliverance

I'm so afraid
'Cause this addiction won't break
It takes a taste
And leaves me nothing but nothing

I feel alone
I feel there's nobody out there
I'm all alone
I could just end this right here

CHORUS
'Cause I hate myself
For who I am
For what I've done
I just need some deliverance
'Cause I hate myself
For who I am
For what I've done
I just need some deliverance

And then one day I met you
And you took it all away

CHORUS
I no longer hate myself
For who I am
And the things I've done
Jesus, you're my deliverance
'Cause I no longer hate myself
For who I am
And for the things I've done
Jesus you're my deliverance

BRIDGE
Jesus you're my deliverance
You came down
Jesus you're my deliverance
Deliverance
Deliverance

Correct me if I'm wrong, and fill in the blanks!

Strange Experiences Galore

Oh my! So, interesting things today were plentiful, and I hardly left the house!

Zaak, I don't know what to do with you. You may actually get water on your head on Thursday.

Also, I sneezed a tad of blood. Fun fun. I'm fine, it's just temperature changes.

YAYAYAYAY!!!!!!! WE'RE GOING TO ADA ON SATURDAY!!!!!!!!! Huzzah! We're going to see Lachlan in Fiddler on the Roof. He's Tenye, or however you spell his name. The dad guy. I want to see him in a beard... *laugh*

I just spent ten bucks on ten songs! Yay for gift certificates! Yay for Birthdays!

On Friday we went to ECD. It was really really fun!! I had the almost the prettiest dress, besides my dreamboat, who was quite the Belle. *wink*
I danced with Michael, Jon, and Scott. It was quite fun. The one I danced with Jon went on FOREVER. Everybody was dying and out of breath by the end. Blah, it was tiring!

Uhm... I think that's it...?
Oh, I've had a terrible headache for a whole day. I've taken Tylonel and Ibuprofen, but it's not going away. Prayers would be awesome, thanks!

Hugs and Kisses!
~Sarah~

Surprises

I realize I never posted my surprises... so.
I figured out this on the violin. It's called Ashokan Farewell, or something like that. It's really pretty. I'm working on a variation, I guess you would call it, with chords, doublestops, etc.
Then, I got a really, really pretty leotard for Rachel! My dreamboat!!!! I want one...
Yesterday was my and Rachel's 2 month dreamboativersery! YAY!!!
Alright, that was short, but I have to go to ballet.

Hugs and Kisses!
~Sarah~

Sleeping? Not really.

So, I probably should sleep. I'm hyper now though.

So, today I went to an awesome ball! It was English Country Dancing. It was an elegance ball, so everyone wore fancy period gowns, etc. Books was Elizabeth Bennet, and probably beautifuller (yes) than the real person. I danced with three guys! Which is one more than last time. We didn't actually get there until eight, even though it started at seven. I helped Michael and Rachel and Jonny and.............David? And little people? Yeah. I helped them set up. We got all the lights up! Although the stupid ladder scared me to death. Gr. Then, when we were at the ball, half of the ceiling lights went out, and some of the wall lights were blinking. Grump. I'd post pictures... but I don't have any. Dang. I see if I can get one. I had the awesomest dress ever! My mom made it! It's really pretty. I think I have one picture of that... I'll look.

Uhm......... so yeah. Everything is mostly average now...? Except my silly little problems, but those will (hopefully) soon be resolved. Oh, the life of a teenage girl. *sigh*

Hugs and Kisses!
~Sarah, Wonder, Dweeb, Dreamboat, the little weirdo, etc. etc.~

PS. I found a picture! The lighting is kind of horrible, but whatever.

I broke 40!

Alright, the forty-first post. Aren't you excited!!! *woot* It'll be short because I need to go to bed.

So, tomorrow we're going to have a 'photo shoot'! Yay! *grumble* This means full costume and make-up for an hour taking random pictures for posters, programs, advertisement, etc. instead of homework or making my dress. This means oh, so much more cramped schedule for me and oh, so much more grumpy me. Hoorah.

I'm going to make my dress for ECD tomorrow! Or try...
On Friday we're going to set up, then go to Michael's house for a... homework-over? I guess that's what you'd call it. Then go dance the night away! Yay!

Alright, I have more to say, but I guess I should go get sleepings now.

Hugs and Kisses,
~Sarah~

GRAH!!!!!

So, I still feel like smashing my face into dirt. I can't learn. I won't learn. I need a very hard slap. And then a very long hug. I feel like swearing my head off and breaking every one of the ten commandments in under a minute. And then screaming until my face goes blue. Lots of prayer would be very appreciated. Very.
Thanks,
Very big hugs to all and kisses to some. *wink*
~Sarah~