Disappointment

Have you ever wanted something so badly and everybody around you said it would happen...
and then...

it didn't.

Have you ever met someone and knew in an instant that you were going to be friends forever...
and then...

you weren't.

Have you ever known something would happen with every single particle in your being...
and then...

it didn't.

Sometimes it's a good thing.
This is not one of those times.
This is one of those times where all I want to do is lay in bed and not think about anything.
Not think about anything...
and think about everything.
I don't want to be mad...
I want to be furious...
I can't be mad.
I don't want to be sad...
I want so cry so bad...
I can't be sad.
I can't see the good in this.
I can't see why it happened.
I have to be patient.
I have to wait until it's explained.
Even when it's explained...
I won't understand.

Love,
Sarah @)~

Hey look, 200!

Yay! It's my 200th post!!
Uhm........................ that's all I have to say about that.

I guess I should say something significant-ish.

OHH!!! On Tuesday night something super duper duper duper duper duper awesome happened. Buuut, I guess I can't really tell you...... It's a secret. Well, if you remember the date 9-14 in like... a year maybe? Or two? I don't know. I'll tell you then. Anyways, so it was really neat and a little weird...and I still can't really believe it happened.

The Nutcracker cast list is coming out in a seven days, 12 hours, and thirty-seven minutes. Yes, I am that obsessed.

So, I think I finally decided where I want to go to school. My friend Michael goes to Oakland University, which is in Rochester, MI. It's on Squirrel Rd.... hahahahaha...... Anyways, it's pretty strong in med-anything, theatre, and possibly dance. Hey look, everything I want! It's really not that expensive at all, and one of my best friends is there. So! What do you think? I think I need a transcript. Don't laugh or be shocked, no I don't have a transcript. Yes, I'm working on that. Ha, I don't even know what my GPA is. I'm a terrible student. Oh well.

That's all, I'm going to bed. Good night!

Love,
Sarah @)~

Oh dear...

Explorers starts tomorrow..... Yay?

13 days until the Nutcracker cast list comes outttt..............

My room is almost done.... ish....

My life is rather monotonous right now. Hello, school.

I went to the fair on Saturday. That was fun, but it was raining for a while and there was no ferris wheel... 

Sorry for not posting more, I just don't have much to say.

Love,
Sarah @)~

Oh noes!

It's school time!!
I'm a senior!!
I have seven classes!!
I'm going to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!

... Okay, I think I'm good. No, no I'm not.

OHMYGOSHNUTCRACKERAUDITIONSARETOMORROWI'MGOINGTODIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
..............
Pray for me. I'm one stressed out chick.

Love,
Sarah @)~

Happy, so happy...

Well, first, I'm unhappy it's September :(

Second, OH MY GOSH, LOOK AT THESE!
Okay, so I was in a ballet recital this Spring, and now there are some photos up! These are from the dance Kathy choreographed called Hylas and Naiads.

From left to right: Kayla, Molly, Hannah, Alexandria, me, Becca

Aidan and I

Me, Becca, Alexandria, Hannah, Kayla, Molly, Aidan

Love, 

Sarah @)~


2010 Spring performance, courtesy of Ann Arbor Ballet Theatre, choreography by Kathy Scharp, photos by Jake Grimes