Avoiding Cleaning

I'm still really happy. I'm so silly.

I really don't want to clean my room right now... urg. But if I'm not finished by five I can't go to the dance tonight. I don't know what to wear though... *laugh* I'm being such a girl.

Adventurous? Not really. At all. The only reason I do that stuff is because I know my friends will be behind me. I know that if I get hurt they'll be there to help me. I know that if I fall, they'll pick me up. I have probably the greatest friends any girl could want. I know I can trust them 100%. I know they love me, and when they lecture me they have my best interests in mind. Why can't every one have as great of friends?

Ha! As I'm writing this the greatest character came to door, delivering mail. He sounded like... I can't even describe it! He was really really funny!

Alright, on to other matters.
Today still is horrible. The weather is gorgeous. I'm still smashing myself over the head for being myself. I'm going to a fun dance tonight... I'm really happy. I'm really stupid. I'm really silly.

Urg. I know I shouldn't complain. There are 4 billion people in the world worse off than I am. Probably 1 billion going through the same things. But I still want to complain. I shouldn't. So I won't. Whining is annoying anyways.

I'm cleaning my room. Or... supposed to be. I'm avoiding that, even though I really shouldn't. My room is always a mess. I really should keep it cleaner...

I borrowed four books from Jalen... and finished them all within a week and a half. They're awesome books. They're from the Fairy Tale Retold series.

I should get back to cleaning now... *grumble grumble*
At least I have a room and enough stuff to keep it messy.

Hugs and Kisses
~Sarah~