Okay, I have a confession to make. I miss my friends 24/7. Or... at least 14/7... while I'm awake. Sometimes I wonder if I'm allowed to miss them... I mean, that sounds kind of silly, of course I'm 'allowed' to miss them... but I see most of them at least once a week...
... ahem, excuse me, my mother is calling me for lunch... I SHALL RETURN! ... Wow, way to get mega-epic, Sarah... haha.
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Okay, I'm back... and quite full... yummy.
Andywho, where was I? Okay, so I see most of my friends at least once a week, if not twice. The ones I see more are usually the ones I miss more. Make sense? Not to me!
So, I was thinking about God and awesome stuff like that, and I wondered, "Why don't I miss God? Is it even possible? I mean, He's there all the time..."
My explanation... you can miss God. Most people don't, but you can. You go to a retreat or whatever and there's SO MUCH Spirit. It's awesome! But then you go home, and you don't feel the same way... and it's kind of disappointing, I guess. I mean, that's missing a feeling, I suppose, but I don't know. It makes sense to me... kinda... Then again, the weirdest things makes sense to me. Like 747 pizza... 'cause it's 'plane'... hahaha, it made me laugh. Anyways, off the bunny trail...
Also, sometimes I'll get really depressed. Not for a long period of time or anything, but just for a night or so. Whenever that happens, I'll pray really hard, usually for a hug. Hugs always make me feel better. That's when I really miss God. Since He's not... "with me"... well, as in I can't touch Him, He can't really give me a physical hug. I miss the day when I'll be able to touch Jesus. When I'll be able to hug Him. When He'll be able to hug me. When I can just sit in His lap forever... I miss Jesus.
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I like those little squiggly lines.
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What do you use this character for? ``````````````````````` wheeee! It looks kinda like a pie crust.
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I really like the band Fireflight.... but only their later albums. Her singing style in Glam-Rok is kind of strange... My favourite songs would be... So Help Me God and Wrapped in Your Arms. Both are from the album Unbreakable. That's a good song too... Unbreakable. And The Hunger. I like that song. I like pretty much the whole album of Unbreakable.
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I should get back to reading Malgudi Days, or whatever it's called.
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Oh, and if you didn't figure it out already, those little squiggly lines are where my wagon of thought (I lost the train forever) falls off a cliff.
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Love, Sarah
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Aww...I know what you mean about missing you friends. Several of my friends live hundreds of miles away and I miss them often. Also, thank you for dropping by my blog and leaving such a kind comment on my recent blog post. Drop back by any time.=)
ReplyDeleteThat character (`) is officially called a "backtick." At least by programmer nerds. I don't know what regular people call it.
ReplyDeleteFYI.
peace,
Mr. Frey