*sigh*

This week is going to be dull. I have drama rehearsal every day. Now, usually I'd be pretty excited about this, but since my best friend is in Florida, it's just kind of depressing.
So... hurry up and get back. I miss you.
Anyways, tomorrow we're going to work on makeup! Yeah! This should be interesting.
Uhm... yeah. I'm not really in the mood for anything except sleeping and watching Psych at this point in time. How pathetic is that?
...
Yeah.
I'm a mess.
Does that happen to you? Someone is gone, your friend, your sibling, someone, and you're just completely unbalanced all of a sudden. It's like I'm balancing on one foot now. Not so great at that. Well, some days it works and some days it doesn't. If you dance, you'll know what I'm talking about.
I haven't cried yet, though. Don't think I will. I'm not that fragile. Nor that dependent. Maybe.
My dad might work out of the country for a while next year. And we'd go with him. I don't think I'd be able to live as myself. A whole summer? Dang.
Butterflies are an interesting feeling to have. Ouch.
I should write those reports that are due tomorrow.
... not that I want to. Not that I want to do anything.

It's song lyrics time. These are some scattered lyrics.

... I'm staying up all night hoping, hitting my head against the wall... I'm all strung out my heart is fried. I just cant get you off my mind... I get so high when you're with me, but crash and crave you when you leave...
Your Love Is My Drug ~ Ke$ha

Yeah, she has (mostly) bad songs, but this pretty much describes how I'm feeling right now. She has a weird style. It's all like... weird. Yeah. Most of my friends don't like her. I can see why. But I like this song.

Uhm... that's all.

Love,
Sarah @)~