Falling in Love...

It's like falling off a cliff!
At first, you're scared to go near the edge... Then, you get up the courage to jump, or somebody pushes you off.
For a bit, you're still scared of getting hurt at the bottom, but then, it's so incredibly fun, that you don't want to stop. You just want to keep falling, and falling.
Of course, this is a bad analogy, because if you jump off a cliff, you're bound to hit the ground and go splat... So! We'll pretend this cliff never ends, and you have a parachute. You don't know there's no bottom, though...
You might get scared mid-fall, and realize, "I don't know where the ground is!" You might pull your parachute. Then, you'll just float down... Which would be slightly infuriating, because this cliff never ends. You'll just float and float and float, never knowing when the ground will come.
You want to fall again, because it was so exhilarating, but you don't want to let go of the parachute, because, well, you'll not get it back.

Falling in love, and being in love, is like the falling, fun part. It's awesome, so you just ride the ride for a while, not caring where it ends up.
Life is like the panicky part. It hits you with the buts and the what ifs. You pull out your parachute, or back out of relationship, and float. You're stuck, because you know that if you go back, there's bound to be some more panic and wind, and you know it'll even harder to pull out.

So, don't panic. Don't pull your chute. If God shows you the ground, then pull the chute and land as gently as possible. However, if God doesn't show you the ground, keep falling. It's fun! Chances are, though, if He shows you the ground, you didn't jump when He pushed you. You jumped when you thought you should.

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I haven't been able to sleep until 2am this past week... I've been up thinking... Which, really isn't the smartest idea to do... Anyways, I thought about ^ that! Don't ask me why... I don't actually know.
*OUUUUUUUUUUUCHHHH* I just slammed my hand into the table.......
Uhm... I don't really want to do anything today, but I really ought to read anatomy... dang it..... I need to write a paper, too... *sigh* Welcome back to the monotony of school. Gaaaaaahhhh........
We have a ton of snow, and it's really sunny... it's so pretty...

I don't really have anything fun to write... so... byebye!

Love, Sarah
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P.S. New gadget! I got rid of the 'ratings and recommendations' thing that just gave me troubles, and put in a reactions thing!