Okay, I lied

Fear? Pah. I'm not afraid of anything.
This is what I say. Yeah right. God reminded me that I'm only human yesterday. I have a bajillion fears. Natural and supernatural, as weird as that sounds. Yesterday, I was at the Lifeteen Prayer meeting. I went up on the altar and was just asking for peace. There was someone praying over me. All of a sudden, a shiver runs through my body. I don't think about it, but it happens again after about two minutes. They get more and more frequent. After about 10 minutes of sitting up there praying, shuddering, and my sister and Jalen coming to pray over me, I get slain in the Spirit. It was cool. I was just laying there, totally conscious, looking around, then I shudder again. And again. And again. They got really bad. I was really scared. I could control my body. I could look around. I could talk. But every time I did, I would shudder. I was so terrified. I start whimpering each time I convulse. After about 5 minutes of that I start screaming in terror. I don't know what I was afraid of. I was just afraid. I was covering my face, screaming, crying, I couldn't hold back. I started lashing back and forth. I held onto my friend's hand for dear life. Then Brad (one of the core leader guys/prayer dudes/head honcho) and his friend Erika brought me outside. We walked around and I felt a lot better.
After the prayer meeting I talked with Brad. He said it was either Jesus doing something in me, or a minor attack. From what I was experiencing, I'm pretty sure it was an attack. But he said since the warm room, all the people around me, girl roller coater emotions, etc. the experience was intensified, and I got freaked out.
If that ever happens again, what I really need is someone to hold me, and calm me down. Oh my goodness, it was so scary.

Mulan ~ that went really well. The Mushu's Chorus was really fun (right Liv?) except one of the performances, the staples on my fan got stuck to my shirt, then my pants... and dropped. >.<**
Uhm......... nothing really exciting happened.... 'cept I made new friends. Wewt. Brandon, Amie, Gretchen... and that's it. Well... friends who will actually remember me.

The Importance of Being Earnest ~ that went really well too. Friday we had an awesome audience, 'cept I blanked during the first scene. I was good through the rest though. Saturday our audience was okay. They laughed at random parts though...... I totally forgot the 'is Miss Cardew connected with the blahdeeblah...' line though... *tear*

That's about all I have right now..............
Oh, I had a weird dream last night... >.< It was... interesting, to say the least.

Hugs and Kisses,
~Sarah~